I now have a hard date of April 1st to be out of here. I had the Difficult Discussion last night, and it was easier than I thought. We both agreed it was time for me to move on.
So I have 2 months to finish the van and get ret rid of the remaining material crap I have accumulated, while still working part time. That is pushing it. I'd better get my ass in gear.
It is a relief to know that the last attachment holding me here has been dissolved.
I do grieve for that which is passing away, but I am really excited about the road ahead.
Mostly though, I just feel FREE.